One of the hardest things about running a business, and trying to make it into a successful one, is doing so while you’re struggling with your mental health. And, as different studies have shown, more than 70% of self-employed people do.
To me, being an entrepreneur is not only about getting rich. Or about the hedonistic elation that might come when you’re trying to prove everyone wrong. (Which doesn’t necessarily mean you’re a terrible person. You’re allowed to feel good about yourself and celebrate the success you’ve had). But, as a person that struggles with her mind, being financially secure, financially literate, and having financial freedom is extremely important.
Because of many different reasons, and I’m sure very relatable ones, I have a hard time working for other people. Either because of the pressure, the incomprehensible deadlines or the damaging work environment. This is why taking control of my own mental and financial stability is one of my top priorities.
Like in every other career path, venturing on you own can have great risks, as well as considerable amounts of stress and unpredictability. Even then, I think it is possible to learn how to manage the uncertainty. It is also possible to get to know yourself, to understand your advantages and your weaknesses, and to use them to your advantage. So that you can come up with a plan that will help you run things smoothly. Even when things aren’t running as smoothly in your mind.
It is also not unknown that the treatment for any illness can become quite expensive. As well as it can put you in rather unpleasant financial situations, due to relapses or poor judgement in your worst days.
This is not to say that you aren’t capable. You can plan, act strategically and find new ways to make a better, more sustainable life for yourself. I firmly believe that this is possible for a lot of people. Through learning, planning, and having not pity, but compassion with yourself.
I understand sometimes it is hard to take the necessary responsibility. To change things up or to believe that having a successful career that you enjoy is an obtainable goal. I know about the shame and the doubts. Especially when in the past you haven’t had full control over your decisions or behaviors at times. But if you’re still here, I am convinced it is still worth it to try. To search for new ways of understanding yourself and the world around you. And to look for the tools that will make your decision-making process a bit easier.
That is part of the reason I started this blog. To document the process of learning how to better manage my mind as well as my time. Just in case it may be of any use to anybody who might be struggling in similar ways.
Through Eclectic Book Talk I want to shed a light on the different aspects of having a mental illness. How it affects almost everything in your life. And how, with the correct tools and knowledge, you can create a stable lifestyle that supports your needs.
This is a journey of prosperity and holistic wellbeing. I keep telling myself it is okay to be scared, as long as you’re intrigued. Curiosity keeps you alive.
